Below are the 6 most recent journal entries recorded in delusive's LiveJournal:

Friday, August 3rd, 2007
4:36 pm	The Middle-Part's Groan Because today I've got a bad stomach-ache (too much coke, I guess), I decided to post my old silly poetry (made it about 3 yrs ago)about stomachache lol ^^ The Middle Part’s Groan (a.k.a stomach-ache) The middle part said: “I’m drowned, my world goes round.” The middle part shouted: “I’m dying… you, goddamn human…intoxicated me with your filthy caffeine!!” The middle part gone mad: “Enough…enough…or I’ll throw part of mine out of yours!” While I, as the outer of the middle part, said: “Ooh…I’ve got stomach-ache…” (2004.03.03) Current Mood: sore (Comment on this)
4:11 pm	Friday, I'm sakit perut.. Haduuww sudah lama tak mengisi LJ nih hehe.. Berita terakhir dariku adalah akhirnya gue lulus kuliah juga haha (ayah, ibu, anakmu telah menjadi sarjana!)terus gue membuat kegilaan *seperti biasa* di lembar2 awal skripsi yg pasti akan membuat org yg baca tergubrak-gubrak haha..Trs apalagi yah..oiya 2 minggu lagi mo wisuda, bntar lg single Buck-Tick "Alice in Wonder Underground" mo keluar (tp gw udah liat PV-nya, nice!), trs hari ini gw sakit perut gila (ampe lemes bolakbalik ke blakang mulu), mungkin gr kbanyakan minum coca-cola..duhh! Yah begitulah info singkat kehidupan saya blakangan ini. Mggu dpan berusaha utk ngdonlot2 lg di kampus (tetep haha, wlpun ud lulus). Trs mo cr2 kerjaan jg deh..doakan aku! Byebye ^^ Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Friday, June 8th, 2007
9:42 pm	Got the BT's Rendezvous single yaay!! Even though today didn’t start smoothly (yeah my professor told me to revise my thesis AGAIN), I’m quite happy coz I finally got BT’s newest single -Rendezvous- and some vids. Yaaayy 嬉しい!! Thank you for dark_angel23451 for uploading,buck_tick and livingonthenet. Oh how I love the BT communities, the best communities ever! I can find many BT stuff there. Actually I really want to buy BT’s and other Japanese original stuffs instead of downloading but unfortunately Japanese stuffs are quite rare, some of them are too expensive that I can’t afford to buy haha *poor me* and even if I want to buy them online, I couldn’t because my country is being restricted from almost good online auction sites like eBay, Yahoo and others..sob..sob.. Well I guess I have to wait until I go abroad next time *hopefully*. Singapore or Hongkong have more Japanese stuffs than here in Indonesia. That’s the only possible way to get the original one, alright. And that means I have to save my money too, yeah!! Till then, I guess my only source of J-music is downloading lol  じゃ、 彫金しますよ、みんな！ Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Buck-Tick - Rendezvous (Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 5th, 2007
11:51 am	Buck-Tick Rendezvous PV I know it's kinda late, but I just found out about Buck-Tick newest PV Rendezvous few days ago while I bet almost all BT's fans already knew about it haha..Pathetic!! Well, it's quite good but not the very best work of BT  I guess. The song's nice happy song, there's a touch of nostalgic feels about it (yeahh whatever..) and the lyric's wonderful, I'm really touched^^ It's like a thank you song for all the people around em (or Sakurai-san especially) that support em all these times..touchy..And Acchan's voice is still as awesome as usual (and even more I guess) Buut..I'm a bit suspicious about the "saigo ni" (till the end) word in the lyrics, I hope that's not a hint of anything we won't want to be happening in the future (as someone in Youtube said that he/she hopes that this is better not a farewell song, yes I hope so too) ..that would be a NIGHTMARE!! Back to the PV, Acchan's expression is  kinda unmatched with the song haha, he's way too serious.. I hope he's a bit smiley or dance crazily haha (like in Glamorous or 21st Cherry Boy PV) and he looks old..sob..sob.. Man, I hope he's ageless! Imai's hairdo makes him looks like a real ol' rocker haha..and the other seemed enjoy themselves alright lol.. And then I watched the Acchan's commentary about the PV (someone put the link in livingonthenet ) oww Sakurai-san what have the time done to you..you look sooo old!! His face looks really tired & exhausted (there are black shadows below his eyes) poor Acchan, don't push yourself too hard^^ aww enough of this..Buck-Tick still awesome as ever!! Can't wait for the single Rendezvous!! Be my Baby Be Bop a Baby She's My Baby Love!! Current Mood: calm Current Music: Buck-Tick - Bran-new Lover (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 26th, 2007
1:55 pm	I think I'm sick... This morning my parents went off to Singapore & we, the children, are left alone at home. Haha I've prepared some snacks so we wont get starved later XD Buuut, the dang thing is I'm not feeling well today. Actually it started about two days ago when I suddenly felt kinda powerless & a bit stomach ache. It continues till now & I look rather pale. Hoho what the heck is wrong wif me?? I guess it's because of lack of sleeping & irregular eating I've committed this week. Bad habit! Oowh my poor saturday night..Maybe I'll just watch some dorama I haven't watch yet, or listening some J-rock stuff I've downloaded while ago, get some enough rest (yeah with J-rock stuff??). Hope my body will get better soon haha ^^ Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Friday, May 25th, 2007
12:07 am	はじめまして! やっと..this is my first post here (actually I really want to do this long ago but I’m too lazy back then ^^) After all these times kinda lurking around in some communities without even wrote anything in my own journal, I started to think.. “Hey, instead of lurking somewhere else, why don’t ya start write something in your own, make some notes of things happening in your life, all you’ve got in your mind..that will be quite interesting”. And then..voila! now I’m writing it (and that’s quite a miracle haha  xD) Well I planned to post few things in the future, daily stuffs, some reviews (books, music, movies), my own poetries (haha..wrote quite a lot in those past years but not recently, maybe I will next time^^), whines, complaints & some shitty stuffs ^^ I’ll write it in English, Indonesian (my official language, anybody knows Indonesia?? ) and some Japanese (well, try to..only understand the basic though) Hmm..as a prologue, I’ll introduce myself (who cares anyway?) はじめまして！I’m one of those million weird girls that do exist in this world =B Some people (oftenly) call me as a weird girl (and actually I’m not that weird, in fact I’m not weird at all, it’s just that they haven’t seen enough weird people in this earth haha). They called me that because I use to have uncommon taste of liking things such as weird readings, music & movies (I prefer to call my taste as “unique” instead of “weird”) yeah whatever..don’t really care much about others’ opinion on my taste ..the definition and limitation of “weird”  depends on how each person perceive it nee^^ I really like something funny and love to laugh (spend almost half of my day laughing or smiling *no wonder they calls me weird* but I’m not crazy, remember!) You know that REM’s song “Shiny Happy People” hoho that’s what I want to be one ^^ Just live my life happily & stay away from distressful thing (every life has their own ups & downs), but still be responsible and I do think seriously sometimes (very serious indeed) *hell yeah* Just remember the YingYang concept, do things in balance. I can conclude my life as a weird-miserable-funny-absurd-happy-thing, really fits with EBERG’s song called “Stupid Happy Song” haha. じゃ,また.. Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)